The feeling of feeeling everything and feeling nothig a the same time:(

Just remember you are not alone, you have spirits surrounding you and family beside you. Hang in there sis, we love you.

This was me today for at least 30 minutes until I calmed myself down, hahaha!!!

I’ve acquired both since our separation in Feb…I eat once every 2 or 3 days…
I wanna sleep and I never go out unless I HAVE to

Yeppers and add perfectionism in there too and it’s like a skipping record playing over n over again

So you make the choice who you want to be with its all on you the balls in your court my love

They both suck! It is a battle the you can not win over!

I’ve dealt and still deal with both. I just have to hand it over to God to deal with it for me..❤️??

I KNOW THAT, BECAUSE I HAVE LIVED IT A FEW WEEKS AGO. IT’S LIKE THE DEATH.

In my case, I know I should care and the fact that sometimes I don’t worries me which in turn depresses me more.

I concur. It’s been 15 years since diagnosed and all you can do it live one day at a time.

It is NOT easy, wish more people understood that both are very different and having both is even harder

Depression, battle I fought hard for 3yrs. Still dealing with anxiety and panic attack since I was 17. People will never understand until they experience it themselves.

So true. I hate having both. Meds help me a little, but the feeling is never-ending.

You are a beautiful young lady that is so hard on yourself. You are loved by so many . Please remember that. Love you grandma gloria.

Umm, I think you confused depression with apathy. Personally I am happy because I don’t give 2 shits about anything.

Depression is more that everything you do makes you sad.

Having both myself i know the hell it is, having both and being alone in your struggles is even harder i get anxiety attacks pretty often. ?

I have both when my family works against me and all i have is my dad telling me my stapmom has been trying to get me locked up this pass year to fuck me over to benefit her sons and toss me under the bus

I thougjt I was the only one. I have been on a number of meds, they would for a while then I would have the doctor change them to something else. Yes I have depression, anxiety, insomnia, diabetes, diverticulitsis, spinal stenosis, curvicture of the spine, degenerated disks and bad right knee. There are people worse off than me. I praise God and pray because I know I will be with him where there is no pain, no sickness, I will be made whole and have enternity with God in heaven surrounded by his love…..AMEN!

true….. People wont really understand until they experience depression. Its hard to fight it especially when people think you are doing great…..

Deal with both. It’s worse than hell. My mind is like hamster on a wheel. It just keeps spinning and spinning. It never f-ing stops.

I delt with both a good portion of my life untilI I did something about it two years ago when I lost the love of my life. Now two years later with some meds. and counciling ever 6 months I’m a new me and feelig great.

I have both but I fight it everyday. It’s not a battle you can’t win, it’s a war you have to win. And you do each day, winning small battles when you get out of bed, eat full meals, laugh and hang out with people.