Couldn’t really say this… I’ve never been too trusting due to my past. I felt safe around you but In the back of my mind I’m still afraid to be so vulnerable.

Guess I’ll be figuring out how to try and do this alone again here soon ? heart. broken.

Im always trying to be honest but still not enough so i think id rather be single for the rest of my life.,

Arbee Rae Riturban: definitely!!! (even if it’s only through facetime every night). I miss you!

We never sleep together before but I can after we do I’m not let you go ?

When I sleep next to you – I dream of you Brian, either way – I have it all ?

You know I do to love… Can’t wait till it’s every night!